Incomplete and Untold.

BORED.

Sun, 18 Nov 2012 17:06:49 -0800

I’m so bored. I can only clean my room so many times!! I feel so restless and there’s nothing I can do about it. I don’t have any friends here and I don’t want any. I just want to hang out with the friends that I do have but they are 40 mins away. I almost want to cry.. That’s partially just because I’m not getting my way and it makes me mad when I can’t change something I don’t like. And I miss my dad. :( I miss him being here all the time, just his presence. I miss my brother too. How he’s not around all the time either. Soo this kind of sucks. Not real happy at the moment.

cor-ona: Looks similar to my grandparents kitten but there one...

Sun, 18 Nov 2012 00:32:24 -0800

cor-ona:

Looks similar to my grandparents kitten but there one is fluffier

To my Noely.

Sat, 17 Nov 2012 22:34:50 -0800

I want to explore the world with you. I want to fly somewhere far away, stay in a hotel and explore that new place. You open my eyes to a new way of seeing. I want to be friends with you and have you in my life forever. I want you at my wedding. I want you to be there when I have kids. Holidays, birthdays, doesn’t matter. Just always. Being friends with you has opened my eyes so much. You are so energetic, adventurous, loving, spontaneous, and a really great person and friend. I will miss you unconditionally when you move away. With you, I am unafraid.

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Mon, 30 Apr 2012 01:00:16 -0700

doesn't have to make sense.

Tue, 24 Apr 2012 02:07:52 -0700

i really want to get to the core of my feelings but its very hard for me to do. i either cant think of the words to express how i feel or i forget. what is important? who decides what is or should be important? who makes the rules and who says you can or cant, should or shouldnt do something? why does any of this matter? i have so many questions.. ones that dont really have answers. i think continually. i am my own worst enemy for sure. im also very conflicted. i have many opposites to myself. im very smart but im also kind of dumb. i hate that i think so much but i also love that i do. i dont want to always think of consequences its boring. im always the one saying no, party pooping. lol. but its a good thing also. i dont really know where im going with any of this. i just wanted to sit here and type and maybe get something out on the table. sometimes i do feel very alone and would really like someone right by my side to be there and hold me. but then other times im glad im not in a relationship because i dont like being hovered over. and i dont like someone always keeping tabs on me. i wanna do what i want. its all because of my parents tho. they never let me do anything and tried to control my every move. so now i want to get away and not listen to anyone. ive never had a boyfriend and i still dont think im ready for it. i sit here alone in my room with only the sound of the keys and i feel alone. i dont know what to do. my life is at a stand still, now is the time to make decisions. and here i sit. on the computer. typing. will you tell me what i should do?

Lost.

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 23:14:09 -0700

Can’t believe how not having my phone is affecting me haha. I’m so sad lol I feel like part of me is missing and it sucks really bad. My phone is my life, everything I am, its my connection to the world. What am I gonna do without itttt??? :((((( Hopefully it can be fixed, but for the time being this sucks. I want to feel better, but I don’t know how. I know its not just my phone that’s bothering me.. MUST FEEL BETTER. At least I have this here purple slide phone hahaha.. ah good times I guess lol. AAHHHHPOOOOP. I’ll be ok.

Kpack, OUT!

<3

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 21:58:51 -0700

I misss youuu. Even just [thinking] about not having you in my life anymore just really sucks and makes me not look forward to my future. I know we fight, and argue and disagree on so many things, but I don’t know what I would do without you. I love your dumbass more than I thought I would. You’re my friend. My best friend. My sister. I love you and I want you to be with me always. :(

Unless I really do make an impression? Hah

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 21:55:39 -0700

I strongly dislike it when you meet someone on the internet and you’ve barely gotten to know eachother and they say they miss you. Like bitch cut the shit ok you do not miss me. I sure as hell don’t miss you I barely remember your name.

WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 03:09:29 -0700

Laughing always makes me feel better :)

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 01:35:18 -0700

10022-shoe:

To: 10022-SHOE, Saks Fifth Avenue

From: Shoe Aficionados Everywhere

Nothing like deep burgundy Yves Saint Laurent platforms to get us in the holiday spirit!

Fave :)

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 01:31:51 -0700

10022-shoe:

Tag, you’re it!
Christian Louboutin, Madison Tag and Pigalle Tag Fall/Winter 2007/2008
Photo by KSW

Love these!

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 01:28:14 -0700

10022-shoe:

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Photo by KSW

DDAAMMMN

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Fri, 13 Apr 2012 00:53:03 -0700

maddiemilli0n: I can’t even

Fri, 13 Apr 2012 00:52:45 -0700

maddiemilli0n:

I can’t even

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Fri, 13 Apr 2012 00:52:00 -0700

jaymikepack: It’s so fat! It’s fantastic!

Fri, 13 Apr 2012 00:48:39 -0700

jaymikepack:

It’s so fat! It’s fantastic!

Aware!!!!

Fri, 13 Apr 2012 00:47:12 -0700

Aware!!!!

True dat

Fri, 13 Apr 2012 00:40:37 -0700

True dat

Lmaoo!!

Fri, 13 Apr 2012 00:36:15 -0700

Lmaoo!!

Love it!

Fri, 13 Apr 2012 00:34:08 -0700

Love it!